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Educator & Explorer

Chapter 5: I am freedom…

I sat in person with Todd for the first time, where he asked me to write down the 10 things I wanted most in life. Being true to my non linear way of thinking, I created a mind map around the … Continue reading

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Chapter 4: The veil

The day came when the darkness of my veil would begin to lighten, when the act of talking to a stranger would open my soul to a state of raw vulnerability and truth. I was scared. I knew this conversation … Continue reading

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Chapter 3: Learning to walk…

One of the hardest parts of my healing process, was saying it out loud, admitting my problem with intent to heal. How could I tell the amazingly loving and supportive people in my life, who care about me, and have done … Continue reading

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Chapter 2: The Facade & The Turning Point

The facade… As I mentioned, I had become quite proficient in hiding my addiction  or so I had thought. I later found out from my loved ones, that many had been suspicious of my change in behaviour, but bulimia is … Continue reading

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Chapter 1: Just 1 time

Just 1 time… I remember it like it was yesterday – the moment I stood in the bathroom, dialoging with myself – weighing the pros and cons (pardon the pun)… I had recently been told to take 2 weeks off … Continue reading

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Intro: 1 Year Ago.

  1 year ago I made a decision that drastically changed the course of my life. In a moment of stress and fear I stepped into a world of secrecy and self inflicted pain. I trapped myself in a web … Continue reading

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